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Monday, November 17, 2008,4:37 AM
B told me..
actually i really don't feel like seein u.. but see liao i don't feel like goin home..
on fri night i sort of forced him to meet me.. haahaa~
by repeatin "wo jiu shi jin tian yao kan dao ni.. ni lai meet wo hor.." to whatever questions he asked me..
in the end he gave in & came to my house..
everythin was pretty normal i would say..
we did not talk much about the week that past without each other..
i mentioned to him about R bein in KL with his girl.. & he told me alittle about his beautician - the girl who seems to love him alot, from what i see..
he asked if i'll be around for xmas (sadly i'm not) coz he has a xmas dinner at his aunt's house on the eve..
his mum already asked if i'm around for cny to go "bai nian".. hur~
he said his ah ma & mum kept askin him about me.. asked him where m i.. why wasn't he accompanyin me etc.. haahaa~
e next day he even accompanied me to jill's house to return the cabin bag she lent me.. & we happily went ntuc shoppin for tibits.. had lunch.. took a nap etc..
it was until evenin time when i was gettin ready for work he said, "i forgot we weren't supposed to so close.."
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he sent me into my cab & left.. & sent me e above sms..
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on fri i was a little pissed with R..
i was at nor's house till pretty late & he sms me..
told me he was at jb..
it was 2.30 in the mornin..
so i asked him to give me a mornin call at 4.30am..
coz he most prob should still be awake if he's still at jb at 2.30am..
anyway he did give me my mornin.. & told me he's usin his friend's hp..
i just "i know ar.. my caller id did not reflect ur name what.."
& he told me to sms him later when i go for work & we hung up..
i sms him & did not realise he did not reply..
it was only when i called him to ask about my internet thingy at 3++pm that i realised both his starhub & m1 lines showed "wrong number" when i dialled..
& it suddenly came to my mind that he did not reply my sms to him in the mornin at 5++.. & this is so unlike him..
i got alittle worried & sms him..
i called his home but there was no answer..
almost an hour later still no reply..
i called his house again & his mum answered.. & e worse thing is she recongnise my voice..
i just asked her where is R lar.. she replied that she didn't know & will help me to locate him.. askin me if my number is still the same..
i thought somethin happened to him in JB..
it was my last resort.. i sms the number which he used to call me.. askin that friend of his whether he/she knows how i can reach R..
5mins later.. the number called back & i recognised his voice..
he was in KL..!!!!
with his girl..
WTF right..
still keep on sayin his friend his friend.. pls lar.. your girl then your girl lar.. why refer her as friend..
seriously i was pissed off with him.. not for the reason he went KL with her but the fact i was worryin for nothin.. & there he was enjoyin himself in KL..
the next thing i did was to call back his mum to inform her that i managed to reach him liao..
i do not understand why she does not want to tell me that her son is in KL with his gf..
i do not believe she doesn't know R isn't in Singapore..
i do not understand why R tries to cover up the fact they are havin a short holiday in M'sia..
i do not understand why he still wants to hide this & that from me now that we are no longer together..
anyway..
then she started askin why we broke up..
i mentioned about the gamblin part.. but excluded the possessive + vulgarities part..
i wasn't lyin.. it was half true..
anyway everythin did not happen overnight.. it is snowballed.. can't expect me to explain everythin to her..
or maybe is because i myself, do not know the real reason or what gave me the courage/strength (or whatever u choose to call it) to end this relationship totally as well..
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i think R is upsettin the balance we have now..
he got his "girl".. (i don't know what he calls her)
i got my "bi"..
we both are gettin on fine with our lives..
why wanna come back to me & upset the balance..
it's been almost 4 months since we broke up (time flies) & we both managed to get on with our lives pretty well now, yet maintainin the friendship between us.. i do think this is quite good..
& i hate it that he is disruptin the peace in my life now..
datz all~
*muackz*
YY in frankfurt.. after a fun chillin out session.. =)
the girl who is blessed with a bunch of great friends.. =)